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A small place for my not-yet-formed band: Finster Meisterin.






Name: Melänie Ritter
Age: 15
Eyes: Hazel
Hair: Reddish weirdness
Height: 5'
Weight: 105Lbs
Scene: Gothic
Position in my not-yet-formed band: Vocal and soon to be guitar (I need to get over to Dan's and have him teach me how to play guitar...Electric?)

The underestimations of my prowess angers me, I'm only a tiny little girl but with a big voice, an overactive imagination, and a feeble-minded darkness within that makes me go on. People think me to be a weak individual because of my size, but when it comes down to the nitty-gritty I'm stronger than most give me credit for. Fuck your underestimations.

We're all faggots in this over-priced America.

   

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Thursday, October 16, 2003
Eleventh Song

"Fuck You Too, Roo" by Melanie Ritter (Gee, who could this be about?) (Spoken) You care? If you did you'd be there for me Accept me as a friend But you don't All I am to you is a stupid cunt Fuck you too, Roo (Sung) Oh, how I miss the days When I'd come around But they're gone anyway Oh, how I miss your love But it's all over now It's all dead and gone (Screamed) All I am to you now is a Stupid fucking cunt You made that quite clear to me Just last night But I still care about you In ways you'll never know But until you realise this I guess it will never show Fuck you too, Roo Fuck you too, Roo Fuck you too, Roo Fuck you too, Roo! (Chorus) Oh, How I miss your smile How I miss your laugh How I miss your face It's all in the past Oh, the love is dead and gone But mine is still here It was here all along Fuck you (Sung) Oh... I miss the way we used to be How lovely it was I miss the way we used to touch But it's gone now All I am to you now According to your words All I am to you now Is a stupid fucking cunt A stupid psycho bitch Well all I have to say to that is... Hm... FUCK YOU TOO, ROO! (Whisper-sung (in that 'I love you, you love me' melody from Barney and Friends)) I loved you You loved me Then you began to kill me slowly With a great big fight And a bitch from me to you Wont you say Well fuck you too (Chorus) (Whisper-sung piece again) (Screamed) FUCK YOU TOO, ROO! (Spoken) Fuck you

Posted at 07:10 pm by DoOrDie146


Sunday, October 12, 2003
TENTH Song

"Sinning in the Name of Myself" by Melanie Ritter (Whispered) Receive my confession, oh most loving and gracious Lord Jesus Christ Only hope for salvation of my soul Grant to me true contrition of soul So that day and night I may by penance Make satisfaction for my many sins Savior of the world, oh good Jesus Who gave yourself to the death of the cross to save sinners Look upon me Most wretched of all sinners Have pity on me And give me the light to know my sins, true sorrow for them And a firm purpose of never committing them again Oh gracious Virgin Mary Immaculate mother of Jesus I implore you to obtain for me by your Powerful intercession These graces from your divine son St. Joseph, pray for me (Song) Sex before marriage Sex is fun Worshipping false Gods I love my Isis Blasphemy Fuck your God Not keeping the Sabbath day Holy Fucking on a Sunday is great Disobediance My parents suck Thou shalt not steal My dad still doesn't know where that 20 bucks went Bearing false witness against they neighbor I fucking hate people (Whispered) In Christianity there is 7 sins that are unforgivable Unless redeemed by a minister of the church (Song) Pride What's wrong about liking yourself? Envy Everyone wants things they cant have Gluttony If I want it I want lots of it Lust Lust is one of the greatest forms of human communication Anger Fuck off Greed Gimme it's mine! Sloth If I don't have to do something I wont, that simple (Whisper) Now arent I just a little angel? (Laughing)

Posted at 02:49 pm by DoOrDie146


Ninth Song

"Sold" by Melanie Ritter Tied up in the web of the spider The spider is your sold out pop-culture The web being our bought off lives Lets all sit on our tuffets Force fed curds and whey Life is repeating itself A few years ago we were slamming in the 60s A couple years ago we were sliding in the 70s Now we're getting our asses kicked in the 80s Could somebody tell them it's 2003? Shouldn't we have hovercraft? That's what the movies used to say Our new pop-culture sells sex to kids I cant wait to see the next song By the next pop-skank The name of it will be 'Fuck Me (Where the Sun Don't Shine)' I'll laugh when it comes out Our lives are sold to companies You Abercrombie whores Sold to the pop music industries Every time we fuck Getting ourselves off with dollar bills We'll sell our souls for a fashionable piece of clothing Gyrate your hips maybe you'll make a buck Why don't you just fuck already That skirt is already making them two inches from pussy We were sold and bought a long time ago I was returned for an exchange Return yourselves Or be sold like cattle for the rest of your lives Our lives are sold to companies You Abercrombie whores Sold to the pop music industries Every time we fuck

Posted at 02:21 pm by DoOrDie146


Eighth Song

"Coma Red" by Melanie Ritter (Inspired by Marilyn Manson's Coma White and Coma Black) Discord lining the eyes of a demon All she wants was to fly from the pits of hell But she couldn't fly her wings were clipped You killed her with words when she couldn't die anymore Her love is all she gave even when she was taking We are all ignorant educated Americans Killing our demon goddess that cannot die God is a woman, and she's pissed She was killed by you today When she wanted to run you broke her legs She was wanted by you today When she wanted to run you fucked her dead She was dead by you today When she wanted to live you sucked her life away "All I ever wanted was love All I ever needed was you You killed me and my love You destroyed your goddess" Our world has become a distorted dream Where good is evil and evil is great Our America has become deliciously distraught When you pull out make sure you clean up We are all ignorant educated Americans Killing our demon goddess that cannot die God is a woman, and she's pissed She was killed by you today When she wanted to run you broke her legs She was wanted by you today When she wanted to run you fucked her dead She was dead by you today When she wanted to live you fucked her life away "All she ever wanted was love All she ever needed was you You killed her and her love She was your God, and she's pissed" Our legs are all broken We've all been fucked dead Sucking our life away Fucking the hole in your head Life as we know it is over All she wanted was you And all you gave her was shit The wrath of your goddess is coming God is a woman, and she's pissed We are all ignorant educated Americans Killing our demon goddess that cannot die God is a woman, and she's pissed She was killed by you today When she ran you broke her legs She was wanted by you today When she ran you fucked her to death She was dead by you today When she lived you killed her

Posted at 01:59 pm by DoOrDie146


Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Seventh Song

(This is dedicated to my friends Sarah + Paul, hope you two are happy together and stay together for a very long time. Sarah + Paul 4Ever) "Herzlich Gruessen" (Translation: Send One's Love) by Melanie Ritter (Whispered) From the darkness There is a light The light only love can bring The darkness seems to fade away And everything becomes whole again (Chorus) From the most unexpected places There comes the one From all the shadows comes a light Never let it go (Whispered) Er verliebte sich in sie~ Never forgotton Sie verliebte sich in ihm~~ Love is forever (Chorus x2) Zusammen ewig~~~ ((*Translations:)) ~He fell in love with her ~~She fell in love with him ~~~Together forever

Posted at 09:20 pm by DoOrDie146


Sixth Song!!!

After much stuff happening and a great deal of time I have come up with a sixth song out of pure anger. lol Hope ya like... "Desperate" By Melanie Ritter All this bullshit holding me Over the open flames Forgetting everything I've known Hope I can forget your name How can this become of me How can I be so... Desperate!!! (Chorus) Desperation overwhelming Bleeding from my new formed scars Listen to my screaming hatred Feeding off these long drawn hours Feeling like I own up to nothing When everyone is just something I'm desperate to see your face Just so I can smash it in Leading me on down this road So many damn times before Fuck this newfound insanity That has overtook my mind How can this become of me How can I be so... Desperate!!! Fuck everything around me Beauty in this crimson line Bringing myself to your level How can you be so low (Chorus) Desperation feeding me Save me from this Living in this insanity Save me from this Bring me back up to my cloud Save me from this How can you be so low Save me from this Desperate!!! (Chorus x2) Desperate!!!

Posted at 08:55 pm by DoOrDie146


Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Fifth Song

"Rose Red" (Written By: Melanie Ritter) <<(Notice a pattern yet? lol) *Yes there's no umlaut over my 'a', that's because my computer's being a bitch, I think I've go the worm virus that's been all over the news. (This is a song about Steven King's Rose Red, if you've never read the book or the Diary of Ellen Rimbauer I suggest you do, it's a very good read, see the little ABC Mini-Series made too, this song is based mostly upon it) Lurking in the shadows Creepy withered face She only wanted a quiet life Instead got swallowed in her own insanity Rose red Rose red Her husband gave her the house Hoping it would be finished soon The house is never finished Not until she moves on Rose red Rose red She will never move on Her insanity was too great Now she prowls the house Hoping to make you the house's Next carpenter Rose red Rose red (Chorus) Big beautiful house How could you be so hateful? Took a faggot hung on a rope Took a the life from a little girl's arm Who will you take next, Rose Red? Who is to be the next victim? Rose red Rose red Rose red Rose red Rose red Rose red Rose red Red (Yes, this song sucks too...)

Posted at 10:07 pm by DoOrDie146


Saturday, August 30, 2003
Fourth Song

"Insane Rambling"
(Written by: Melänie Ritter)

Going overboard
Stuck in this madness
Losing all control
Why do I love this?

Sometimes I think I'm lost in my mind
Sometimes I think I've lost my mind

And I find
And I find...

~~~~~~

Fucking insane thoughts inside my head
Wishing everyone and myself was dead
I think I've lost my sanity somewhere
And if you find it could you just not return it?

Fucking insanity driving me here
All doped up so you have nothing fear
Except the words that pop out of my mouth
Like shit, bitch, damn, fuck, pussy, cunt
Oh there I go again

Living this madness sucks so much ass
Four white walls, one thick pane of glass
I'm taking a chance trying to get out of here
But I wont suceed, you have nothing to fear
But fear itself

Fucking insanity
Fucking insanity
Fucking insanity
Not getting better
It still talks to me
It still talks to me
It still talks to me
Voice in my head
Going away now
Going away now
Going away now
See you on the other side

Posted at 08:53 pm by DoOrDie146


Third Song

"Mistress"
(Written by: Melänie Ritter)

(Male Part:)
Whip me, spank me
And I'll love you forever
Hate me, demean me
And I'll be your slave
Love me, want me
And I'll always be here
Here for you to get off

Oh Mistress do it again
I love the way that stings
Oh Mistress love me again
I love the hate that it brings
I'm a filthy Masochist
Who loves to be dominated
Dominate me oh Mistress
Whip me, spank me again

Mistress
Mistress
Mistress
Mistress

(Female Part:)
Mistress
Mistress
Mistress
Mistress

I dominated the simple male mind
With a pair of high leather boots
A whip in one hand
And a dick in the other
Watch me now as I dominate you
I am your Mistress you incompetant slave
Bow down to me, get me off
Time to show you a real good time

I am your Mistress, I'll do it again
By the time I'm done with you you'll be fucked retarded
I am your mistress, I'll love you again
Only to be hated by the morning
You are my filthy Masochist
Who wants to be dominated
I'm superior to you
I'll whip you, spank you again

Mistress
Mistress
Mistress
Mistress

(Both:)
Domination
Complication
Domination
Complicate

Sex
Hate
Violence
Sex
Love
Tolerance

Whips
Boots
And chains
Masochism's bloodstains

(Male Part:)
Oh Mistress you hurt me so
Mistress don't ever let me go

Posted at 02:45 pm by DoOrDie146


Second Song

"Life"
(Written by: Melänie Ritter)

(Spoken:)
Living in this over-priced America
Dragging itself down with the killing of mortal minds
Life as we know it is doomed to destroy itself
The obscenity of it all is beautiful...

Today's society killing our minds
Flips around our lives like a flapjack
Flipping, killing

Fighting our way to the surface for air
Where is the air?
Airless, hopeless

Lying politicians and religious sex offenders
Why isn't anything ever easy?
An unholy Jihad in the name of our country
Defending our rights as the free unfree
Living in an over-priced land of the rich
We're all the faggot stepchildren of an nonexistant God
If your God existed why do people like me exist?
Answer me that

(Chorus)
Obscene dreams in this mortal scheme
Bringing us down
We're the free unfree
Under the spotlight a new star is born
Furthering the mass murder of unconformed minds
The individual is dead

Life in this society today is suicide
When it causes one to want to commit homicide
Suicide, homicide

Dragging down those who dare to be different
Human nature is so fucked up
Dragging, killing

When kids hate other kids life is unfair
When they hate each other by the cost of their apparel
When they hate each other because of the way they dress
Life is without purpose when we hate for just the reason to hate
We're all redheaded stepchildren
And we've all been beaten for the longest time
If your God existed why is this life so obscene?
Answer me!

(Chorus x2)

Tell me no stories I'll tell you no lies
Forgetting the propaganda of unjust lives
Living just to piss your God off
My dreams are obscene

(Spoken:)
Fuck your God
Fuck your morals
Fuck your government
Fuck your rules
Fuck your life
Fuck your hate
Fuck your love
Fuck your obscenity
Fuck your longevity
Fuck your sex
Fuck your drugs
Fuck your pompass-assed no-brainer holier than thou attitude
And most of all...
Fuck you

Posted at 02:25 pm by DoOrDie146


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